It becomes inevitable...

Had dinner with Peims today and thought I needed some more opinion on my current position

Talking with him, I realised...

I've become afraid
I'm not sure what I should do
I'm not sure if I'm in the right frame of mind
I don't know if I want to go on like this
What's to become of me.

I'm so downright nervous I broke a promise to Peims and drove so fast that if there were a man hole on the freeway, I would have thrown the car up a curb.

I took a short detour to Little Genting. I needed to clear my head.

I' m back here....

Excuse me.