…or so quotes the writer for that specific column from the female magazine.
Oh boy, Do I EVER UNDERSTAND. Even if that means seeing them without speaking a word to them.
“Then why would you want to meet him if you’re both so eager and yet not too keen on the idea at the same time?”
If you fall into the category of …
i) You’ve never dated before
ii) You have never been in a relationship that went sour and off
…then you’d never get it
IMHO, I just have this itch of wanting to see them, maybe analyse how many wrinkles they’ve added to their features along the years, how they’re keeping up with paying hefty taxes, I just want to see how they’ve survived without me.
Don’t mind me; an upbringing in an era of women empowerment has stricken my fragile little mind with such nasty thoughts of the opposite sex.
There is an insatiable craving for me to meet my Exes. I must CLEARLY state that.. NO I DO NOT HAVE A SOFT SPOT FOR MY EXes;
In fact I very much wish that if I so happen to see on particular ex across the street I want HIM to go and walk over and say hi to me... of course if he wants to (or else I couldn’t really care) In the case of where by he is in that process of crossing the road to greet me, I would like him to get knocked down by a car, suffer from a concussion. I’ll just call an ambulance but won’t visit him in the hospital. That’s how much I care for especially that particular one. Oh well, I don’t think that one reads my blog anyway.
I should count my lucky stars that besides being constantly teased as having the last name of ‘FOOL’, in the scenarios where EXes come in place, my first name comes in great vengeance. They have a whole month to endure everyday remembering that I was the girl and I want them to well up in misery.
Oh…how twisted I can be.
But such degrees of, how should I put it…
Anyway, if I could comically put it I would like to give my exes a bring-it-on face and threaten with a tough face in addition wrestler like manner...
"SATISFY MY CURIOSITY BEECH... ALTHOUGH I ALREADY KNOW, IT ADDS TO THE FUN TO SEE WITH MY OWN EYES AS FURTHER PROOF THAT I'M ALWAYS DOING BETTER THAN YOU ARE."
I’m not too proud of having EXs in my life, but I am thankful they were there to make me who I am today. So thanks to the people in concern for making me see that my life is much better after getting to know you all. It just didn’t work out for any of us at that time :P
Till the day I even have great grandchildren, it would be rather pleasing to the mind to bump into any of them undergoing treatment in the hospital while I’m having my elderly checkup sessions.
Anyone with the same sentiments please raise your hands.