Work shouldn't be all that bad right?

"Can I get some positive feedback about work? Cause all I'm hearing that it's a misery to go through".

"So you want us to lie?"

"Err no I just wish there would be at least one person who'd tell me working life is not all that bad"

Just a few more hours before I begin real work. Every one is asking how excited I am. Can I not be excited?

Both yes and no, partly cause I have to deliver a slice chunk of the salary back home and put them to "responsible" use. No not really looking forward to that. It's crazy what I'm going to have to pay for. I have my insecurities, that I would never be able to make that future what everyone has seen for me.

I really wonder if I am who I can be. It's friggin scary being thrown into the deep end like that. But then living by a credo such as "DO OR DIE" ... Whatever I do, even if I don't like it, I'll still end up trying to do it to the point of the cream. I just...

I don't want to start whining like a baby at work like everyone does

I don't want to complain too much

Some one tell me, it's not going to be THAT BAD.